Preparation

Today I went for the pre-operative blood work and ECG. My CT scan is on July 27, to determine the size and type of implant I’ll need and how much bone there is to work with, etc. The hospital where I’ll be having my surgery is beautiful. Full of natural light and bringing the outdoors… Continue reading Preparation

Identity

In an intersectional feminist group that I’m in on Facebook, people were talking about identity first versus person first language in describing people with disabilities. Several members are strong advocates for identity first language (e.g. disabled, autistic) because they feel their disability is so closely tied to their identity and because saying that they “have”… Continue reading Identity

Tears

Had a really hard morning. It’s beautiful and sunny here, the kind of day where I would normally hop on my (super cool, electric, adaptive) bike and ride to work, feeling the breeze on my skin and enjoying the sounds and sights of my neighbourhood. Instead I woke up, didn’t get more than 3 steps… Continue reading Tears

Recording

I guess the point of a blog is to record. To make a record of where I am, so that one day I can look back and see where I was and hopefully how far I’ve come. I have so much fear about that day that I’m hesitant to even record what’s happening today. What… Continue reading Recording